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Tuesday, March 13, 2007 Y

freaking-ly bored

sighs~. days without him by my side are tortures. ): really misses hubby so much. & yes,3 more days before i can officially see him. all because of his maths cher. its lyk what the fucking hell larhs. he changed their remedial to friday instead of thurs. =='''' bloody hell.

ytd,song almost break down. sighs agn. cause some ppl never turn up for prac then instructor fed up. mrs chua also fed up. played that idiotic song over & over agn. what the hell. got holes inbetween how to play?.

then after that saw germin with her netball friends while waiting for that auntie to send the performance 'gown' for fitting. but,only angie is wanted. cause shes the model. lols. the long skirt goes with shorts shoes ehh. (: then the collar. it sucks. so low cut. then so rounded neck larhs. arghs~. whatever.

early in the morning,hubby went to make his NRIC with his mummy. so fast larhs. dear's getting his IC soon. what bout me?. 7 months later lorhs. sighs~. ): hes not back yet. how many days since i last saw him?. let me count. sunday,monday & today. 3 days & im missing hubby so badly lerhs. how m i going to survive for the next three days? sighs agn~.

ytd night,made some bloody marks on my wrist agn. 3 cuts. quite obvious. cause they are quite red-ish. felt so much lyk ending my life ytd night. it was a all-of-a-sudden thought. just feeling that depression is coming back to haunt me. ): last year,managed to overcome it. but this year,im not sure. maybe i'll just let it take my life away. however,the thought of hubby being alone makes me feel so unfair to him. i have to think about him. i cannot leave him alone in this freaking world. with loads of idiots hanging & haunting him. i must protect him. he is all i have. my one & only beloved hubby. i loves him. im not going to leave him,no matter what happens.

going for prac soon. byes.

❥ hubby loads.
hes my boy,now && forever.
i loves him. smuacks*.



YYY
老公,i love you
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